Pressing On

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 07:08:29 GMT

if you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. it can be anything you want: either good or bad.

when you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you

ADIOS CALIFORNIA!

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 19:03:54 GMT

Leaving today for philly and schoooooll!!!

new screenname : smiles4u824

IM me cuz im sooo far away!!!

Wed, 11 May 2005 21:31:04 GMT

NO MORE AP'S!!!!!
now all i have to do is not fail calculus and not get arrested or killed and ill graduate! YES!

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 09:04:42 GMT

so after getting home from babysitting at 1:30 in the morning i can't sleep, so i decide to check out all my college stuff for next year. so when i look at the calendar i see that freshman orientation is august 20-23 and that classes begin on august 24. THAT'S MY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!! this should be interesting.....and for the 5th year in the row i will be in school on my birthday. pointless....but i thought everyone should know

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 03:11:57 GMT

I'm so done w/ this shit.

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 21:22:49 GMT

THANK GOD FINALS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!

Wed, 20 Oct 2004 05:42:19 GMT

I REALLY REALLY LOVE THE RAIN!!
I only wish it could wash away all this confusion that seems to blur my vision. I wish it could just cleanse me of my problems and all these conflicting emotions.

And I also wanna go to the movies because I realized I haven't gone for such a long time. I wanna see I hart Huckabees cuz it looks really unusual.

In conclusion, rain=good, movies=good, me=tired and confused.
THE END.

p.s. Sorry Laura... I didnt have the time or energy to rhyme today.

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 21:11:43 GMT

I'm singing in the rain, just singing in the rain....

I love that movie and that song!
And I love the rain! I need someone who will come with me to frolic through the raindrops, laugh with me, get soaked with me.... so we can just be happy

Sat, 09 Oct 2004 00:35:44 GMT

life is very funny. sometimes things just work themselves out and the result is even better than u ever expected. i've realized that the more i let things go and stop stressing over the little things, the more fun i seem to have....

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 03:59:44 GMT

Right now I just feel happy for no apparent reason....it's so weird...but it's sooooooooooo much fun! LOL! Ok I'm really weird, but I just want to spread the happiness, so if you need some happiness call me and I'll give you some right now! Love you guys!

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 05:10:20 GMT

I enjoyed Kairos... it was cool. I encourage all the seniors to go in with an open mind and just go with the flow. I just want to say that I love all my friends and I'm trying my best...

Tue, 28 Sep 2004 05:44:05 GMT

Interesting weekend.....
I'm leaving for Kairos tomorrow...so excited....I'll be back Friday night....yeah
Hopefully I come back being unneurotic and unpsycho
Hopefully I'll come back and have a clue about something
Hopefully u'll all call me and leave me messages and send me lots of text messages so i can use my phone at night....illegally.......im so rebellious....yeah... right

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 04:03:15 GMT

I just want to post even tho I have nothing to say....I'm just so thankful for some of my friends. I love them soooooooooooooooo much and I just hope they all know that. <3

Wed, 08 Sep 2004 07:27:32 GMT

Finding old letters and conversations make me realize how stupid I really can be.... and have been... and still am...
Getting emails from old friends randomly makes me smile.......
I had a fun weekend and next weekend should be even better.....
I'm soo conflicted on decisions, decisions......big ones, little ones, stupid ones, important ones.........i just don't want to decide
I miss people.....people in general, certain people, random people and I have no idea why.....
This entry makes no sense and has too many "I's" in it.....maybe cuz I'm really self-centered.... who knows....

I'm Bored.......

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 06:06:46 GMT

Last night there was a giant tarantula in my backyard last night and I'm deathly afraid of spiders.

I think the number 17 is such an ugly number....too bad it will be my age in 12 days.

Summer's almost over.....but my summer reading isn't even close to being finished.....and I need to wrap some things up before summer comes to a close.......

BBBAAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCKKKKKK!!!

Sat, 17 Jul 2004 05:33:17 GMT

SO LIFE WAS HELLA TYTE! IT WAS FREAKING AMAZING! DUDE, THERE WERE LIKE SO MANY HELLA AWESOME PEOPLE FROM HAWAII AND SAN FRANCISCO AND MISSOURI ......HELLA TYTE YO! I'M TOTALLY ON A HIGH FROM IT ALL! I CAN'T WAIT TO TALK TO THESE PEOPLE AGAIN! DUDE, ME CARLA, AND JACKIE ARE ROAD TRIPPING IT TO SAN FRANCISCO TO CHILL WITH THE RIORDAN BOYS....THEY'RE HELLA COOL! WHATEVER......I'M JUST SO DAMN HAPPY AND IN AN AMAZING MOOD......CAN'T WAIT TO CHILL WITH ALL THE PEOPLE I'VE MISSED SO MUCH!

ADIOS........for a while

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 07:17:28 GMT

Going on LIFE retreat.....leaving sunday morning.......be home saturday night.........should be cool.......hope everyone has fun......call me when i get back....
:)
luv u all!

Ramblings of a Wearied Mind

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 08:06:38 GMT

Sometimes I wish I could flash forward 10 years and just look around at what I want to see so that I could have some guarantees. But I've learned that life has not guarantees, and that I gotta roll w/ it. But sometimes it would be nice to know, nice to see that you are doing the right thing, and nice to see those who were and maybe still are a part of your life. Some things are funny... life is so ironic... it's quite a deceptive little creature. When I was younger, I always thought I knew everyone and everything I would surround myself with throughout jr. high, high school, and college. Boy did fate ever sneak up on me. Uncontrollable events as well as preventable ones diverted my path. I look back now and realize that it was meant to be this way. So many blessings. Loss is a part of life, and it doesn't have to be tragically sad, it provides the opportunity for growth and new lessons to be learned. I wonder sometimes how my life could be different and how it would affect my future and my present. Some things seem alluring, even tantalizing...yet so possibly tragic that I hate to think of anything but what I have because it takes away from the whole experience of enjoying life. Sorry for my contemplation....it needed an outlet...

Anyways.......normal recap...
Molly leaves tomorrow morning after a wonderful week here
Summer school ends on Thursday....thank goodness!
Leaving on LIFE retreat from the 11th until the 16th....should be cool, anticipating the best and going in with a good attitude
Movie marathon w/ Kyle on Saturday to prepare me 4 my week in the wilderness...w/o my cell phone? I think not! I'm bringing it anyways... so u better text me or call me and tell me how much u miss me.
So many people I haven't seen and it's kinda sad....need to chill w/ them.....
Today was so much fun........bonding is so underappreciated by so many people.

Ok so that's it.... go and live your life and make the most of it...love, be loved, experience all you can, and march bravely on.

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 02:18:40 GMT

I want summer NOW!
But I have to wait for math to absolutely kill me!!!! I just have to pass the final and I'm fine. I hope I can do it!

I also just want everyone to be happy. For everyone who's going thru a hard time, I luv u all & I'm always here to talk!

Tue, 08 Jun 2004 19:45:03 GMT

covert_bliss's LJ stalker is 2_good_2_b_tru!

2_good_2_b_tru is stalking you because they heard you are awesome in bed, and they want to find out. They are also not very liked around here!

LJ Stalker Finder
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Sun, 06 Jun 2004 21:43:37 GMT

Wow. So in order to avoid studying for finals, I'm actually going to write in this thing. Yesterday was awesome. SAT II's the only crappy part of the day in the morning. I saw a bunch of Mels kids though. That was interesting. Some are really nice still, others are still jerks, but whatever. I don't really care. Then Kyle and I set out on our adventure. The gas station was fun? That guy was so weird and he scared me. It was pretty funny. Then got food and off to the beach. It was so damn crowded. So instead of waiting like an hour to pay for parking, we found our own secret beach. It was so isolated. And even though there were no hot surfers there, it was the most beautiful thing ever!! Honestly, it was a blast just chilling there and talking, I had so much fun with Kyle. He is such a sweet, caring person. And dogs love him too! I swear like 10 dogs came up to us. One dog would follow Kyle wherever he walked for like 1/2 an hour. It was soooo cute!! Then our adventure finding our way home. Kyle taking pictures while driving through the curvy canyon road was... interestingly scary. Seriously, we're going back there ASAP! It was awesome! I really loved the beautiful beach. It's so much easier to enjoy it when you're not getting run over by surfers and trying not to run into the 100 bazillion other people on the beach. When it's so secluded like that, it's easier to appreciate the truly wondrous creation that the beach is. The power of the water, the incredibly tiny size of each grain of sand, the endlessness of the horizon, all the miracles that are present there. It was quite the experience. Having adventures in the beautiful outdoors is definitely what was needed this weekend.I'm so thankful for my experience. Yeah, so now I'm going to a)not study b)go to confirmation tonight and c) make my food thing for lit class.

Wed, 12 May 2004 22:37:33 GMT

I just want everyone of my friends to know how much I love them!!!

P.S. if today was so sad then y am i so happy?

Tue, 27 Apr 2004 03:05:25 GMT

Ok. So today I was tired. But I'm glad I got to laugh a lot because of all the prom-a drama rama. Wow! I'm such a dork but I don't even care! I just like laughing at all the crazy shit that people are stressing about!! HAHAHA! Wow! I know it's kinda mean but I think I've just realized that not everything is life or death!
In other news I went to a wedding this weekend and the guy kept offering me wine and champagne and that was fun! I don't know how else I would have gotten through the night. However, dancing with random people you don't know is always fun.
And oh yeah the day before that I watched Kyle steal the dance show because he is so DAMN SEXY!!! Yes that's right! DDDDDDDDAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMNNNN SSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEXXXXXXXXXXXYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yeah! Can't wait till school tomorrow where I get to laugh some more! Dunno where this hyperness came from! Wow! And tonight I'm gunna watch Everwood the best show ever because I'm a loser who loves sappy happy endings that make you go "AAAAWWWWWW, that was so cute!"
Anyways.... I hope everyone's happy cuz you all deserve to be cuz ur cool! WOOHOO!

Sat, 17 Apr 2004 04:11:20 GMT

My plans tonight got ruined.......but sometimes fate is a cool thing...at least something good came out of being grounded on a friday night. My best friend keeps me sane. Im really happy that she's visiting this summer!! OMG! Spring Break is almost over! That sucks! But it's been well, fun, I guess, actually it's been the most interesting spring break i've ever had. dramatic, yet fun. whatever. things are good, and omg kyle is a good boy! LOL! the beach was awesome today w/ kyle and jess! getting my pants soaking wet was worth it. and kyle's popping up the daisies thing was just great!! lol! well i hope everyone else is having fun! um ok bye!

Tue, 13 Apr 2004 03:52:40 GMT

Leaving early tomorrow. I'm gunna visit Berkeley, Stanford, and Davis.....be back late Thursday night i think. Call my cell or text me while I'm there! I love messages! Luv ya'll!
*Meaghan*